This is highly upsetting... I rarely get on here anymore.. You've done a great job, and just know we are always with you. It's none of my business at all and it's not my place to say anything as you will do you. But go cherish this time that you have left with family and friends, and just don't worry about continuing this project or your tools. Go do what you have always wanted to do in life and have no regrets! I can understand if this project makes you happy, trust me i've spent the majority of my life modding games and creating stuff for people to enjoy, it however has consumed me day in and day out for well over 13 years at this point. All i'm trying to say is we appreciate you more than you will ever know and I think I speak for everybody here when I say that. What you have done is amazing! We are thankful for you, and we will stand by you till that very day when you get taken away from us. Just know you are loved and cared about. I may not know you at all by any means personally, but that doesn't change what I have said. I'm just suggesting that you don't spend your last days on a game, however you do you i'm by no means judging. I'm just saying it's okay to step away and move on from this game so you can cherish the rest of the time you have doing other things. I'm not saying goodbye, i'm merely saying we cherish you as a individual and what you have done.Next year my survival rate will be less than 50%. I'm fine now, but next year will be a crucial moment.
The survival rate after 3 years is less than 20%. I want to cherish the time until I die.